haven't been around in a while but i'm still alive. living in a neutral state of mind. found someone who would be perfect for me, but due to outside circumstances, it probably won't work. found someone that would workout, but it just doesn't feel right. so why can't i just do what feels right. not care what anyone else thinks. "carpe diem" we only live once. why not make it worth while?...because life doesn't work that way i guess. oh well. we'll see! saturday i get to see the guy that makes everything feel right, so the days are passing very slowly.